<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/8551347?origin\x3dhttp://afterthe-rain.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>




stories biography escapes archives


the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Saturday, October 20, 2007
*sighs*
i can't bring myself to smile whenever i see him or be with him.
just now, i gave the excuse of being tired.
in fact, i'm too lost into my emotions.
i always thought that loving someone should be something sweet and memorable and you will be smiling everytime.
not true!
i know i like him but there's this mixture of undescribable feelings that squeeze all the sour sour "acid" into my heart, making a sucky day. i don't know why.
he used to care for me but now i don't feel it anymore.
GOSH!!!!!! WHY AM I LIKE THAT?????????????????????????????????

WHY AM I ALWAYS SO MISERABLE????????????????

HOW CAN LOVING A PERSON BE SO TIRED??????

HOW CAN LOVING A PERSON BE MORE UNHAPPY WHEN IT SHOULD NOT BE??????????????????????????????????????????



GO, AM I WORNG TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU?
HOW COULD I FALL INTO THE TRAP AND FURTHERMORE TO LIKE YOU?????
IF OUR PATHS HADN'T MEET, WILL I BE A HAPPIER PERSON???????????????????????????????????


-201007-0045