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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Sunday, September 30, 2007
sometimes i feel guilty.
sometimes i feel uneasy.

i wanna strive for perfection.
i wanna be perfect in your eyes,
if not as close to perfection as possible.

i put in my best to do things your way,
though more than often laziness is the main destruction.

i'm feel that i'm not up to your expectation, boy.
i feel inferior.
i've always thought that i'm smart (or quite).
but after i met you, im nothing but a zero.
i did things that are below my level of knowledge.
it's not that i'm disobeying you,
but i can't break this invisible yet existing mental barrier.
have i let you down?
i wanna do you proud.................................
i wanna listen to you saying "this is (my) sylvia."
if fate permits, i wanna say "this is my GO" too.

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