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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Monday, October 12, 2009
to think that 8 months ago, i was still dwelling on a patch-up if that's possible.
but a simple lunch today gave me an answer.
there's no way a relationship can work out for us anymore.
you can say that i came upon this revelation suddenly as constant silence, which i observe, signifies our difference.
i dont like when we have nothing to talk about.
i dont like a cold conversation.
i dont like to start and end a conversation myself.
i dont like 1 or 2 word reply.
it makes a boring lunch.

hah.
so at least now i know, we can only be friends.
not too bad ya? i manage to open my heart once again:)

today uncle eric asked me what i expect my dream guy to be.
the least i asked for is for him to be creative and to be able to start a hearty conversation with me (which doesnt make me feel that im a chatterbox talking to a stone.)
my dream guy is notti.
this i gotta admit.

elaine observed that whenever she mentions about him, i will be very happy and chirpy.
when she threw the question of whether this is just a mere liking or love at me, i was speechless.
and....i am really clueless.
there is this fair line of difference between like and love which until now, i am still groping for an answer.
how?
even if he is just my 1-day bf, i will be more than willing to accept him.

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