what gary said today knocked some sense into me.
i shouldnt have given edison a cold shoulder.
but this does not mean that im proud and arrogant.
i admit that sometimes my face looks cold and sulky but seriously i really have no intention to display it to edison.
i guess im somehow jealous...that he seems to care for someone more.
sounds wrong isnt it?
this is not within my reach and so what if he cares for someone more?
ahah..my emotions just flow to the face like how seasons change.
"sorry ah..edison."i sneeze and cough.
shit..im so scared to fall sick now.......
how????
notti is coming in 3 days' time!
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