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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Saturday, January 09, 2010

and so he replied.
but it came as a tremendous shock to me.
i was happily eating my ooki at the cashier and at the same time checking my hp for any calls or sms.

"1 message from _______________"

ok.


my heart was full of anticipation for his reply.
HOWEVER.............................................................

from his tone, it seems that he blamed me.
i could somehow feel his irritation.
shit.maybe he thought that i pestered him too much and he's 烦.
ok then. i "Get it!"
the instant feeling of fallen grace from heaven to hell......gosh
who can imagine that?

i kept my 2nd ooki.
really no appetite to continue eating.
but i could say that gary was sharp and sensitive to his fellow colleagues.
he sensed that something was wrong with me but of course i didnt tell him what has happened.

he's really stupid.
how can he misunderstood me?
if my motive of going over is not because of him, would i have told him about my plans?
who are you to be informed of my actions if i dont care about u?
if u r just a superficial friend to me, wil i keep asking when you will be free????????????????
get the message right k!
my motive is to look for you and you to be free to accompany me!
do u really think i want to go kl just for shopping sake?
even if i had to pay 100 over bucks just for a single flight to see u, i will not hesitate to.


DO U SEE HOW MUCH U MEAN TO ME?
AND HOW COULD U INDIRECTLY HURT ME IN YOUR SMS?

I DIDNT KNOW MY PAST SMSES IRRITATED U THAT MUCH.
& I EVEN APOLOGIZED TO U...........................

HAVE U CONSIDERED THE KIND OF FEELING I WILL BE GETTING WHEN I READ UR SMS?

NOW IM SO SCARED.

I DONT EVEN DARE TO SMS U ANYMORE.

OUTCOME WILL BE WORST RIGHT?

I HATE MYSELF.

IM SHAMELESS.

I ONLY DO STUFF THAT IRKS PEOPLE.

SYLVIA,

U IRRITATING BRAT!

IF NOT FOR MY PERSISTENT COUGH, I GONNA DRINK AGAIN.


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