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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Saturday, January 02, 2010
first and foremost, new year greetings to everyone out there!

it's 2010 and i realise i have not made my new year resolution.
it came a tad too late at 12.58am and here it is.
i wish to be a little selfish.
hope that god can grant me whatever things i wish for, regardless of any cause and reason.

the bus passed by ann siang hill tonight and i just turned my head around and stared emotionally at the spot where we waited for cab.
i remembered how thoughtful and caring he was to push me under the shade and not make me wait for cab together with him under the scorching sun.
then, i also saw the place where lunched together.
i tell you, these memories are scarier than supernatural powers as they do not need to appear only when we summon them but they have the ability to just appear unpredictably.
gosh, its no wonder im living in memories and not reality.
reality is so harsh and cruel and hurtful.
i'd rather stay in the shell of sweet memories.


you know im quite disappointed with notti.
he did not reply to my xmas and new year messages.
at least edison replied one.
i just wanna find out how's he doing and........and.................
wanna re-connect with him....
didnt see him online nowadays..
didn't send me gifts in facebook.
sadded.
VEXED.
& i begin to ponder.
how's 2010 going to be?
2009 has been the best year for me so far but is 2010 gonna be better?

a sudden thought flashed across my mind.
should i take 145 and alight at ann siang hill tomorrow night after work?
i believe that even the smartest brain has his/her own weakness.
and my weakness is..love.
'cause of love, im always a silly girl :(

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