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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
shit.
these few days will not be my days.hasnt been feeling good.dont know what shit ive eaten.and worst of all is the outbreak.it came again.think its gonna stay for 1 week or so.depending on how serious it is this time round.
talking about yesterday...im gonna fail genopt.indeed there isint much calculations but most of them are proving questions.fuck la.each question is 10 marks.crappppp....and during the test my stomach hurts like hell....really not my day.however,human biochem test was really smoothsailing.hope i can get good grades for that because i have confidence in it.today i almost get knocked down by a bicycle...luckily its not a car.i was walking along the pathway,dont know whats on my mind either,until a bicycle charged from the opposite direction.the cyclist had rung the bell but i just didnt hear it.so risky......then the cyclist quickly turned away from me.phew.....imagine this.what if im crossing the road at that time?surely get knocked down.yy words are true.never cross a road with a distracted mind.now then i finally understood.what was i thinking at that moment exactly?????perhaps genopt?perhaps monkie?possible.
geez.im at my lowest level now.low self-esteem,low confidence,low energy....my battery is running low than usual.I MUST PERK MYSELF UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!there will be a movie gala thingy for optometry students from this year's batch.my whole class is going.there will also be free dinner.see how it goes tonight.see whether my mood will be better or not.i cannot be dependent on him.i am me.he is he.unless we are one,i cannot depend totally on him.

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