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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Friday, May 19, 2006
i just stumbled upon a blog which says something about life-whether or not it is complicated.
well,to me at least,i feel that life is indeed complicated and this has influenced us human beings to act in the same way.i believe that in all religions we learn about the cycle of life and death.the karma behind this reasoning seems to contradict itself.im always thinking,pondering and asking myself why life is not a bed of roses.life is bestowed to us by god,isnt it?it is a precious thing,a gem that ought to be treasured fully by humans.but now the question beckons.how come life is not as beautiful as we thought at first?why is it that it has its own ugly sides too?since the creation of lives is a gift bestowed to us by god,why is it not made perfect?how come life has its flaws and scars that leave it ugly and imperfect?
im asking:why cant people live forever?why must there be a time when all activities stop for all lifeforms?why do we have to part with all our loved ones?why there isnt something called eternity?why must there be sickness,deaths and sufferings in this world?if all this ugly sides of life hadnt revealed itself,will life be a beauty?wont everyone be living the same lives together and remain inseparable to each other?its only a question of life and death-the natural cycle in lfve which every lifeforms have to undergo.its a matter of fact that time is the only variable as to when death occurs.when will the time to leave the world comes?and when is the time that you will proudly proclaim that you have treasured all your loved ones,every loving moments in your entire lifespan?so now,the top priority in one's life,i hope,should not be just career.it could be and should be to enjoy the companionship of your dearest ones.this is then the true enjoyment of life.everything is so unpredictable in life and i think it is only better to act fast,to cherish the ones beside us and leave the world with no regrets whatsoever.
talking about human brains,i seriously dont know how it really functions sometimes.it is often the doubt and query of a person's personality that leaves others thinking that he/she is complicated.every single person acts and thinks in a way which is different from others.behind a hollow shell,we do not know what messages the brain is trying to convey or how it is really functioning.so since everyone acts and thinks in a different way,should they be called unique or complicated?
i did a personality test before conducted by my cousin's company.he was quite astonished and puzzled with my end results.in that test,we will know about our mirror self,public self and inner self etc.and the most surprising thing was that i have different results and images.weird.its not as if i have split personality or something,but then how come the results vary from each other?my public self reveals that i actually appear to be cold,quiet and arrogant in public occasions while my mirror and inner self reveal that i am chatty,warm and can be quite humorous.what a joke!i guess this does happen to some people as well.often how and what we perceive ourselves is very different from how others perceive us.does that mean that we are pretentious?trying to act in a certain manner in front of public?well,this may sometimes occur naturally and without any reasons.its not like everyone puts on a big fake smile or what.this explains how come people got mislead by their first impression of others.perhaps it requires a communication to get down to someone's true mirror self.

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