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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Friday, October 20, 2006
tired..im truly tired.every morning i gotta force myself to open my eyes and get out of bed.hmm..is going to school the sole purpose for waking up every single morning?im tired.there were times when i thought of skipping lessons but come to think of it,i have a motivating force which pushes me actually.perhaps its just one person who i wish to see everyday even if its just a passing glance.it will be sufficient.i like the way when we turn our heads to look at each other at different intervals..haha..abit dramatic yea?
ruth saw what happened yesterday.sorry if i acted cool..but i knew what happened too.i have good peripheral vision ok?haha lol.
[i regret not making friends with you during ptn.if only i had the courage to go to your group.]
hmm..how come we never say hi to each other after smiling?

mr kenneth always ask:what is the purpose?
yes i agree.what is the purpose?
self-questioning is a way to keep myself sane.
maybe my purpose is to bring upon self-infliction of pain,foolishly.






there is one thing i chose to bury.that's you.always living in my heart.
that's a decision i have to live with it.
final tears mark the end of everything (or nothing).

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