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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Monday, October 19, 2009
"the worst thing to lose is self-confidence."

can i raise my hands up high to say that i can never agree more than this?
for some reason, which i dont wish to divulge, really makes me green with envy or perhaps a small but disturbing tinge of jealousy?
i used to think that im the best at (something), but now apparently i see/feel that somebody else is better than me.
geez.
how am i going to sleep tonite?
DISTURBING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's why..
im so going to turn to a new direction.

u know what?
virgoians dont like the feeling of losing out a battle.
coz they RULE if they want to.

its not as if i did not ever observe the egoistic side of myself, but whenever the inferiority complex surfaced, i will find myself avoiding the world, the people around me and shutting myself in my own world.
is this a sickness of the mind?

i will always remember The Twits.
it says something like if you think you are ugly, you shall become uglier each day.
however, if you look into the mirror and think that you are pretty, you will be prettier each day.
u see..it is telling us that its all in our mind.

frankly speaking, i dont feel good NOW.

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