<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/8551347?origin\x3dhttp://afterthe-rain.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>




stories biography escapes archives


the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
i didn't realise initially how hard studies can be.
thought i could grit my teeth and breeze through it as long as the determination is there, but i guess i still could not beat the greatest enemy, which is my heart.
a saying says that it is always easy to fall to the direction which the wind blows.
i totally agree 'cause im experiencing how it is like to go against my wish.

i hate the 'sacred' people up there.
they are just a bunch of money suckers!
i see no reason why they should charge the full amount.
no brains!
you know what, im already very very demoralised by the need to repeat another pre-reg year and yet the money issue came.
and when i combined these with the irritating and inexperienced IL, i tell you......
IM SO GOING TO VOMIT BLOOD!
seriously, i really dont understand what he is teaching.
since long time ago, i believe that in this world there isn't any subject that is too hard to comprehend.
all we need is proper teaching and guidance from the right person.
i came into this realization when i was in sec 4.
at that time being the toughest subject, A Maths was my bane.
i flunked exams and tests almost throughout the final year until mr loh became my guiding light.
i've never been more confident than that time when i stepped out of the examination hall and told him that im going to get an 'A' for my O's, and yes i did it!
IL is supposed to be a guiding light 'coz that's his job, isn't it?
but now, we are still stuck in the darkness.
the light refuses to shine, hence expecting us to either grope our way through or groping for possible methods to create light.
i call this "leaving us in the lurch".
im so frustrated to attend his class coz i dont understand a single thing...(err..i mean some.)

-040510-2355