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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Friday, August 20, 2010
i had a nightmare this morning which had nothing to do with the supernatural and after i woke up, i felt really uneasy.
the feeling was as if tears were already bursting somewhere in my heart.

i dreamt of my family and notti.
ok please dont laugh at my dream ok?
sometimes what happened in a dream is really absurd and has broken links.

so one day, notti came to sg and he was finding a place to stay and hence i brought him home.
our relationship then was better than what we are now but still not as a couple yet.
he came to ah ma's house where all my relatives were present but everyone doesn't seem to like him and seeing us very close to each other pricks like a thorn in their eyes.
they snide remarks at him, of course, as they objected to our relationship.
in the end, notti left me.
i gave chase but was obviously too late.
he had hastily left in a cab.
just before my brain had sufficient time to react, my body was already springing forward to chase him.
and so, i was running running running after a cab.......without taking anything from home like my hp and wallet.
at that instant, i just knew that i must catch up with him no matter what.
i dont want him to leave.

is this a bad omen?
why didn't my family like him as much as i do?
im really scared..............................:(

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