有一股冲动让我想立刻回复他,但望着键盘时却不知所措。
那只是一个简单的问候,而我却恍神了一下。
他的慰问总让我感到很窝心,很温暖。
难道他是真的关心我?
怎么人类的情绪控制是如此复杂的?
为何在黑白之间必须残留灰色地带?
elaine说他是对我有感觉的,而其实我早也怀疑了,只是在一切谜团未解时,我也不敢确定它是真实或幻想的。
我有点失望他这次临时取消和我在jb的会面。。。。。。。。
可是what to do?
我得尊重和体恤他的职业:)
下次再见吧!
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when i was in the cab just now, i thought i can accept criticisms gracefully.
however later, i realised that it was not quite the same as my assumption and this thing somehow irks me a little.
i know that sometimes criticisms are good, especially when the other party meant you well.
well, i believe that my friends' intentions are positive and that i should take them into consideration.
haiz...........................................do i look the oldest among them? OLDEST??????????????????
what a big discrepancy from perception to reality!
shit big time!
and who is that TLH?
son?
what son?
she must be kidding man..................
who is she?
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to the love saint and the dearest to my heart: notti
happy birthday to you!
hope ya receive my prezzie on time......


是我的心太小,还是他占有的位子太大?
怎么它总是容纳不下别人?
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每个人都很幸福,在幸福,我呢?
where's my half apple?
im so touched to see kok how's and xinyi's loving pics.
feel so happy for "sista".
and to andrew and joanne as well, all the best to them:)
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这种爱。。。我只能放在心里,不是吗?有时候单方面的付出令我感觉很疲累,就像是做了一整天的工似的。
他都没回应我的简讯,他到底在忙些什么?
虽然我不想让他觉得我在死缠着他,但偶尔的温馨简讯来慰问他最近的状况也不算太过分吧?
可是最近他连这些简讯都不理了。。。。。
好残忍。。。。。。。。。。。
我好累喔。。。一丝丝倦意不只写在脸上,也刻在心里。。。
我的毅力呢?
最近一连串的事情把脑袋给搞大了,我总是希望身旁突然出现一个可以依靠的肩膀,或一个可以拥抱的人。
所以啊。。。。我才会不自觉地给他传个简讯。
没想到却造成另一个我不想面对的问题。
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