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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams



Friday, May 19, 2006
im really tired...very very tired...i sleep about 2-3 hours everyday lor...tired...its the 4th day le...i feel as if i cant bear with with it le...gonna break down soon i think...today i had a headache...sianz ar...i think i look abit like a panda now...panda eyes...im forcing and trying hard to stay awake...to study...
i truly need a booster now...and right now my booster will be him...i really miss him...i really do...and this adds on to my tiredness...haiz...but i really miss him a lot...wonder how is he...
i must persevere...i dont want to give up...i must faithfully believe in miracles...as long as i believe,will they happen to me(so easily)?i must continue believing in it...if i continue to hang on,will my efforts be paid off in the end?will he know how much i like him??????????????????????????????????????????????????????


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