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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams



Thursday, June 29, 2006
argh.frustrating night for me.im roomless again.all thanks to that stupid lizard.i wonder when i can return to my room and sleep on my cosy bed again.maybe a night or two i will be spending my time sleeping in the living room.the weather is very hot i must say and without my aircon i shall be suffering.i sprayed insectiside at the lizard many times but it just didnt die.it dropped from the ceiling and crawled until it disappeared out of my sight.oh gosh!
i dont think i trust those modelling agencies with the girls moving around in the streets poaching for potential models.i mean,if these agencies are reputable,they wont be doing such stuff at the first place.i remembered recently i was approached by such people at orchard mrt. once i thought of becoming a model too,but im scared to trust such agencies.ive heard of various unpleasant things about them.moreover that day the girl told me im underage.oops too bad.she's approached the wrong person.
im slowly removing monkie outta my head.hope its a good thing.nevertheless his words of motivation and encouragement will always stay with me for i know that he will be a good good friend.yes.a friend is all he can become.i accept life.accept reality and i love it.i guess this is the time ive woke up.its been a long time sleeping,but now i dare to face life again.ive crawled out of the darkness and sprung into the light of beauty.let bygones be bygones.the past is over.now is then the present...
being one person by myself may be a good thing..

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