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the.girl


Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
sometimes, i am dangerous.

if a human's mind can be configured somewhat like a computer system to act and think in a standard manner, will we be happier like this?

im just afraid that someday i might turn to devil's side and hate everyone and everything i see.
in fact right now im already experiencing some of these evil symptoms like whenever i see my classmates gather together for an outing, be it in actual situation or in facebook, im filled with hatred.
H*****, especially.
in addition, i also dislike people who study alot.
i deem these people as having no life.
honestly speaking, if i spout these nonsense elsewhere, im inflicting conflicts upon myself.
but i heckcare, even a good girl has the right to be evil sometimes (in thoughts).
you see... signs of hatred begin to swamp over the once angelic mind.
im no longer the good girl anymore.
if given a chance, i want to rebel.
i mean, not in smoking/taking drugs or committing crimes.
i want to have my own freedom.
my current goddamn life is too annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

who knows one day, for god's sake, my heart shall be terminally hardened like a steel...............

ok.
now it's past midnight.
it is thursday.
friday, saturday.
that means 2 more days.
1 more day to his reply.
how now brown cow?
i dont want to reduce to the state whereby i hate you too...
i truly love you, boy.
if things are not looking good this time,
i promise i wont cry.

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