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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
i think i have low blood pressure or something.these few days ive been getting dizzy spells and nausea until i almost cant take it.argh.or is it that the flu virus has gotten me?im not sure because the symptoms of a flu have not surfaced yet.ruth and lilin had just recovered from flu and i hope that i will not be the next victim in line.my appetite is quite bad too.yesterday i only had porridge at fc1 for lunch.kiat wee's food looked delicious but i only can look at it,that's all.i dont like to be disturbed during meals and there were 2 men who entered sp and asked for donation.alrite.a few of us forked out some money to make it $10 because i think that's the minimum we must donate.in the end,we got ourselves a watch and it was with me now.the watch is horrible.other than the strap which looks reasonably okay,the rest are bad.i think i will give the watch to someone else.i cant possibly wear that because the size of the clockface is too big for my thin hand.
im very sad yesterday during math.linda tan was so crap ok?she gave back our lab test just before our next test was about to begin.to those who have done well,congrats to them.but what happen to those who did badly?did it ever occur to her that by doing so,some people's mood will be affected badly?what happen if this affects the next test's grade?ive expected for the worst and true enough it was the worst!my heart sank like the titanic did.looking at the results,i almost cried.the stupid excel test had a damn high weightage.oh my god.i'd rather math has exam and dont have lab test.i dont wish to repeat this module.so now i pinned all my hope on my 2 other tests.i think that yesterday's test was not bad and my hope for it was high.if i excel in both the tests,i guess my overall grade will only be a B.where's my A?it flew away with the stupid lab test.im so disappointed man.....
i feel so stressed up now.i still have crs presentation tomorrow and on top of that,i think its time for me to revise from the very beginning to where we are now because exam is coming.i must increase my chair time but given my situation now,i feel so sick to even have the mood to begin with.argh........

[its not that i dont want to join poly50.its because im sick now and moreover i dont want to implicate you guys with my running.you all should know that my heart will always be with you all.go dopt! gogogo!jia you~ ]

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