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the.girl
Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.
Screams
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
oops.ive not been blogging these few days......i shall talk about my 2 weird dreams for the previous night.its not surprising for me to have dreams about violence and stuff.yer..its sort of like being the players in the streetfighter game,kicking,punching etc.however,although im dreaming,im not physically doing those actions at the moment.at the most i would just throw my pillows like some flying saucers.i didnt understand how my primary school friend ended up in my dream.after the end of primary school,we have not been keeping in touch,hence its weird that i suddenly dreamt of her.its pathetic that we ended up in a fight for no rhyme or reason or maybe ive jolly well forgotten the reason.well,i did those famous stunts of mine on her.oh no.but frankly speaking,i felt more relaxed after "fighting" as i punched and kicked those tension far far away.perhaps the dream was to help me to relief the pressure. the other dream was saddening.i dreamt about monkie's wedding.shit.i finally saw the bride.well,no offence or what because ive not seen her in reality,the virtual person was only so-so looking.just a normal looking girl without the astonishing beauty.i dreamt of both of them together and monkie was so sweet to her.you can imagine those scenes without me describing further.in the end,when i woke up,i realised that i was tearing.shit.i thought that i no longer harbour any hope on him anymore.i miss him alot.i thought that im moving on..i thought ive gotten over him.. im frustrated that my heart is not obeying me now.it does not listen to me and whatever i wish to do,it acts in another way.i did move on.thats true.i began looking into the beauty of other people in my course and realised that there are some people who are worth considering.theres one.however,i feel that he's not staying in my mind.cause there are only floating images of him and i dont really miss him that much.its different with monkie. oh ya.i gotta thank kiat wee for recommending me those love songs.they are really nice especially the "i finally found someone".very meaningful.i ever thought of working in hotels helping in wedding banquets,when i was looking for a part-time job.i was telling my dad about this and i joked that i would spill those food as my arm strength is not that strong.haha.imagine me spilling the big pot of sharksfin.ooooooh. yesterday i accompanied witch to spoc for her eye appointment.the thing took like 1 hr plus.i actually intended to leave earlier and join the rest of the class at the guildhouse.but holy shit.i would be like travelling from one end of the school to the other under the scorching sun.moreover having a girl with no direction sense to do that,its even more hilarious.oh well,i dropped the idea.hence i waited for witch.meanwhile i studied human biochem,hoping that time would pass fast.later i wanted time to pass as slowly as possible beacuse i felt that i like to stay in spoc longer.in fact in year3 i would have plenty of time there.haha.me,witch,shi han and shi min ganged up to be late for math lesson.lesson ended at 3 and we appeared only at 2.we were an hour late.hahahaha..casper and kiat wee said that mrs tan is interesting.is she?to me and others,she's boring.never mind,meanwhile in spoc we got to watch tom and jerry.i watched that before actually while i was working in taka square.if the cartoon can entertain me,why not watch it again?mrs tan asked me to answer 1 question.phew......luckily i knew the answer.. [love is a game.we play to win but we lose it still.to me,love is like a goal.we very much wanted to achieve it and enjoy the fruits of success but not everyone can do that.the hope is still there but the final result is not always desirable.] [to kiat wee:hey!i change the font size le.can see anot?dont miss any line ar...hahahaha>.] -050706-0951 |
