~Princess Lulu~

princess lulu is an awesome show!kim jung eun acted in lovers in paris too...i simply enjoy and love to watch this show because some particular scenes really touched my heart and evoke my feelings within it.at certain point in time,i feel like my plight is quite similar to kim jung eun.there are just so many things we are restricted to do,keeping us at a distance from those things that can actually bring us true happiness.last night the actress said something that made me cried.she said something like this:"everyone thought that i have everything just because im rich,but in fact i have none.its only until now that you(jung joon ho) told me that you're mine,that really makes me feel that i have everything.'cause you are mine.you belong to me."awww...how sweet and touching.i agree that being rich can give a person a sense of satisfaction but this is not where true happiness lies.just like kim jung eun,her life does not belong to hers,literally.its somehow controlled by her grandfather who is of a higher authority and has the most say in her life.talking about a life that is unfortunately owned by someone else,i suddenly remember my friend,emily.as for her,she has totally no control over her life.whatever that has been done must be consulted by her 'mother' beforehand.what's life to her in this case?having to struggle and juggle her time between school life and the things that are dictated by her "mom" for her to do,i really empathize with her.its a sad case when the dictator in our lives is not ourselves,but someone else.whose life is that,may i ask?in life,we are the fighters who fight for the things we want to live for and paint a wonderful masterpiece which we are proud to say that it is my life,my true purpose in living.while having someone else to cruelly control us,treating us as if we are the slaves or robots which have to obey to the highest calling,its meaningless.things we do are not according to our wishes and not even for us to say a simple "no".the feeling is like the remote control of your life lies in someone else's hands and the particular element of freedom is missing and it can be easily destroyed to pieces by the one who is happily pressing the different buttons on it.he/she is grinning,our hearts sink.how we wish that our hearts will stop pumping at this very moment.there's one thing i admire most about kim jung eun.in the show,though leading an aimless life,she musters the courage to live it like a happy princess.she does get a bit cranky but i guess that's what makes her cute and attractive.although she gets hurt along the way in love,she can still pick up from where she falls and living the admirable attitude again.

[we lead.we control.but what if someone else snatches this task from us by means of our unwillingness?]

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