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Im the classic virgoian who believes in perfection. Sometimes people dislike me because they find me acting too cold towards humans. Or maybe they just can't accept my high standards. So, love me or not, u decide.

Screams
Thursday, September 02, 2010
think i gonna get fat.
sometimes i feel that singing one's praises all the time may not always be a good thing.
example like praising someone who can still maintain their figure despite eating alot...
that kind of stuff, you get me?
'cause who knows, that person may suddenly balloon up.
ok, maybe im superstitious or maybe guilt is playing tricks on me.
i just sinfully finished a cup of instant noodles minutes ago for supper.
so dead :X
the older i am, the lazier i get to exercise.
gosh!
do you know how much i appreciate my sec school now for making us do morning runs around the large canal in the past?
tough but beneficial manz...!!!

it was already 3 days into the roadshow week.
keeping oneself busy is good sometimes you know?
at least i wont let my mind wander off too far.
however, uncle foo brought up notti today.
unexpectedly.
i suddenly recalled some things.
i confessed to him once but earned his rejection.
now that uncle foo had asked me, ya.....what was the reason he gave?
he didnt give me a solid reason and i thought age could be it.
or maybe he did not love me enough?
anyway, that's over.
confession is just a way of life.
without confession, my feelings for him will still remain.

uncle foo said i haven't found someone i really like.
not true.
i really love him alot.
it was him who painted a beautiful world for me and i was like the princess happily falling in love.
he made me feel loved, the kind of feeling which i didnt get from my exs and because of this reason, my past relationships didnt last.
because.................there wasnt true love at all.
very different.
to me, he's like the ninja who mysteriously appear in my thoughts now and then for no rhyme or reason.
i just miss everything about him.

notti, when will u be coming again?
can i just buy an air ticket, fly to KL and give u a real tight hug?
it is already september now..............
where have the miracle powers that encircled me all these while gone to?
im going insane.....!!!

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